The last day of November

It is the black November. Daddy passed away. What feeling am I? Besides sadness, still  sadness. Everything just happened too suddenly. How can I accept it? It is a dream? I'm sure, it is not. It is happened. It is a fate. You have to face it. I always tell myself.

Assigment again

So many assignment have to do. I have no time to read the books that I buy. I hope I finished my assignment quickly, so that I can spend more time on reading the book, I interested.

Book Fair

My friend and I go to the book fair at The Mines. I spend about RM150 to buy six books. I know I really spend too much. But it is worth. Spend money on buying books is better than spend money on buying clothes. Buying books can gain more knowledge and information. I start to read the books I buy.

Back to UPSI

I should not show my sadness to my friends, although I am really sad. There are so many coursework, have to do. I missed one five days lecture. I hope that wouldn't missed up too many things. Most of the gruop work, my group member finished it already. Thank you very much, Tien Tien and Xiao Wei.

The seventh day

 Dad has passed away for seven day. I still no mood. The seventh day mum, brother and  I having a simple funeral ceremony. Bring some vegetables and fruit in front of the tombstone. After the ceremony, we go back and clean up the things of daddy at his room. it is reluctant to clean up. Mum cried when cleaning , the sadness of brother and I just shown on the face.  Daddy leave us forever and ever.

No mood to do anything

I feel on energy to do anything. Start doing homework, feeling tired; start doing housework ,feeling tired. It because I do not rest properly for these few days or because of I lost my very important family member ---daddy? I don't know. As I know, I have no mood to do anything.

Sadness again

Start to do my homework. Using the time to do the homework, so that I do not have time to remember that daddy has passed away. At night, before I went to sleep, still think about daddy. It is because I will take a look at  daddy,  before I went to sleep. Daddy is not inside his room.